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Dear, Penny
I've written so many letters about you now, and am still unable to send a single one...
So tonight, I decided I would type one online, because, well... it's night, I'm already online and I just started thinking about you again. Well, it's now been exactly one thousand, seven hundred, and fourteen days since you commie suicide. I decided a few months ago to write you a letter for every day you haven't been in my life, but it sure is hard... I however manage to write over twenty letters in one day! Having wrote so many now... I'm running out of things to say...
They say today is the end of the world, honestly, I don't believe it one bit, I'm sure you'd laugh about it and say "If it is then it must be my doing!" yeah, you always were like that... I really miss you and your vicious attitude, the way you threatened people, how you barely made friends and yet even people who claimed to hate you thought you were cool. It's so fun now to think about back then, for a very long time it hurt, it always made me cry. Up until a week ago, the thought of you brought tears to my eyes, you sure left a burden on me, huh? But hey, even when you were alive and around; you always got me in trouble!
We always were opposites, weren't we...? How are you now? What are you like...? Do you remember me? Are you happy? Do you ever think about me...? Do you... have a new best friend...? Scary... those thoughts and possibilities scare me, and they haunt me everyday...
There's so much going on lately... for instance; the only person who ever truly came close to holding the title of my best friend died last month. Have you seen him? To be honest... I never even knew if you guys knew each other... Some best friend I was, eh? But you know... you were always the most important to me. The only one I paid attention to.
How is your mom? Is your brother with you now? What about Caleb, did you two get back together? You should have... Are you all holding a spot open for me? When I die, will we all meet up again? Will you three... welcome me with open arms or... will I find I've been replaced?
It's okay if you replaced me. I never replaced you, but five years sure is some wait. Truly agonizing. And hey, I always wanted you happy, just... let me see you smile again if we meet again, okay? Even it brings me to tears and I fall to my knees, just smile for me... again...
Well, it's late, my eyes hurt, and again; my emotions and memories have got the best of me. I'm sorry... I'll write better next time, promise!
Love,
Your old best friend.
I've written so many letters about you now, and am still unable to send a single one...
So tonight, I decided I would type one online, because, well... it's night, I'm already online and I just started thinking about you again. Well, it's now been exactly one thousand, seven hundred, and fourteen days since you commie suicide. I decided a few months ago to write you a letter for every day you haven't been in my life, but it sure is hard... I however manage to write over twenty letters in one day! Having wrote so many now... I'm running out of things to say...
They say today is the end of the world, honestly, I don't believe it one bit, I'm sure you'd laugh about it and say "If it is then it must be my doing!" yeah, you always were like that... I really miss you and your vicious attitude, the way you threatened people, how you barely made friends and yet even people who claimed to hate you thought you were cool. It's so fun now to think about back then, for a very long time it hurt, it always made me cry. Up until a week ago, the thought of you brought tears to my eyes, you sure left a burden on me, huh? But hey, even when you were alive and around; you always got me in trouble!
We always were opposites, weren't we...? How are you now? What are you like...? Do you remember me? Are you happy? Do you ever think about me...? Do you... have a new best friend...? Scary... those thoughts and possibilities scare me, and they haunt me everyday...
There's so much going on lately... for instance; the only person who ever truly came close to holding the title of my best friend died last month. Have you seen him? To be honest... I never even knew if you guys knew each other... Some best friend I was, eh? But you know... you were always the most important to me. The only one I paid attention to.
How is your mom? Is your brother with you now? What about Caleb, did you two get back together? You should have... Are you all holding a spot open for me? When I die, will we all meet up again? Will you three... welcome me with open arms or... will I find I've been replaced?
It's okay if you replaced me. I never replaced you, but five years sure is some wait. Truly agonizing. And hey, I always wanted you happy, just... let me see you smile again if we meet again, okay? Even it brings me to tears and I fall to my knees, just smile for me... again...
Well, it's late, my eyes hurt, and again; my emotions and memories have got the best of me. I'm sorry... I'll write better next time, promise!
Love,
Your old best friend.
I know, this may seem hardly heartfelt but truth is; I'm tired and in tears.
Honestly, this isn't for me, it's not for Amber this time, who it's for is exactly who says in this letter.
Don't like it? I don't care one bit.
Comments are always appreciated, though in this case they're not recommended.
Goodnight all.
Honestly, this isn't for me, it's not for Amber this time, who it's for is exactly who says in this letter.
Don't like it? I don't care one bit.
Comments are always appreciated, though in this case they're not recommended.
Goodnight all.
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